要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

@ Wednesday, December 28, 2011

3 more days to 2012..Which means I have 2days to reflect on my 2011 and make New Year Resolutions for 2012..Need to find the time to sit down, listen to my heart and reflect on 2011..Need that quality time for myself once again to make sure I can think Straight.

2012, What shall I make for my New Year Resolutions..All along I want to learn Yoga..So that will be first on my list I guess..

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

@ Tuesday, December 27, 2011

4 more days before bidding goodbye to 2011, saying hello to 2012. Time just flies so fast till I think I lost track of it. Better than losing myself while improving...

2011, an eventful year. Graduated from ITE, Moving to a higher education, Poly. Losing a classmate of mine who shared the same birth-date as me. Trying to cope with the changes facing in poly. Mentally preparing myself for best friend leaving for further studies in Aust. Wow, sometimes, I just find how amazing human can be. Some mentioned are still improving but I survived this year..Which is kind of wonderful. At a point of time, I wanted to give up,just head out to work and earn the money to set myself free. Always remind myself the road I been through just to land myself in where I am now, never easy but I still made my way up. That keeps me going even though I did not do well.

Somehow, I just feel different now. I can't describe is good or bad. But at least, I have seen quite a no. of 人性丑陋的一面。Mostly in school.. Yes, I don't feel safe like how I used to be in ITE.This big environment I am in now make me feel scared. 你身边的朋友不一定是你所想象的朋友。案中有案。This seem to be the fact I learnt in Poly.. Despite this, I still believe in true friends does exist.=)

What keeps me going are the support I get from my friends, cos i know I am always not alone. My family try their very best to keep me going too. And also this guy,who always know me well,gives me the encouragement I need,BFF!=D

2012, An Important and Big Year for me and some of my friends too! For those who are turning into that Big 2 will know!=) Shall post this pic which is from fb.=)

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

@ Tuesday, December 06, 2011

Hi! I am back blogging.=) Yes, for the past week, I had been busy with upcoming ICAs revision and slacking during the weekend which I am suppose to study..Spent my tue watching MAMA which was held in SG! My handsome are the main person who did the opening for the MAMA! OMG! I was shouting and almost burst out in tears when he came out and made that speech..He is good in english..Can't wait for his new movie /drama to be out=) Super junior won the best album of the year, and they cried in joy. Although I'm no ELFs, but I do feel touched by their words..=) Fighting, ELFs & Suju!<3

Christmas will be here in 21 days time and 25 more days to 2012. Quite amazed that how fast time can pass by..Had been thinking about what shall I want for this Christmas, now i shall list down. Dividing them into 2 categories: Non-material and Material. Which mean one is $$ cannot buy, another is $$ can buy.

Non-Material Christmas Gifts

1) My family, friends to be healthy and happy=D

2) Love people more than the love they shower to me.
3) Have a meal with my friends, do lots of catching up =)

Material Christmas Gifts

1) Small, Portable Hair dryer.

2) New Handphone pouch
3) Glee season 1&2 DVD.. they always make me smile no matter how unhappy or how bad my day can be.

This is what I can think of now.If I have any, I will update over here.=)

Another 1.5 week to go and I'll having my term break holidays! Yeah! Last 2 wk of dec in 2011. Have lots of catch up to do with my friends. Another reason for us to get together and enjoy the night. Have to spend more time with joelle.. She is leaving SG in around 2 mth's time..So This mth is like the girls' mth, where shopping, gathering come first.. Of course, not forgetting to spend time wisely by doing revision during the 2wk break.. Alright, shall go off now.. Till then~(wishlist last updated: 10/12/11)

Monday, November 28, 2011

@ Monday, November 28, 2011

How fast can time passed, another month or more to go, we are hitting 2012! Time really flies, esp when major events happens in my life for 2011.. Time just go pass so fast till I lost track and sometime, I even lose myself.

But I'm glad, things seem to be on track again..And I want to be as happy as I can and should be...ICAs are coming up soon..This wed on Econs, nxt tues have both POA and Stats, freaking stress! I hope I can do well in these tests, at least something off my mind before my 2wks holidays.. I want to enjoy!=)

I just want to spend my time with my family and friends..Somehow or rather, I feel I am very lucky in a way that by using my 10 fingers, i can count the no. of friends I have now. Which include the close ones.. Maybe I shall name them out and you will know, Joelle, Eugene, Wendy, Waishi, Jieyi, Cheeleng. Ok I'm done.=) See, I never lie.6 Friends on the list and they are the close ones.=) Only 1 guy, he should be honoured! JK, ^^

If inclusive of poly friends, just nice 10 friends. O well, my circle is just that small..What to do? But they are the people I am willing to spend the mosted..Because they are worth it.=) Always worth it..=) Need to crack my head for christmas presents ideas ardy!

Maybe I should step out of my comfort zone and starts to do know more people.. Gemini is well known to be good in socialising ;)

Somehow, I am seeing at some people's true colours. I told my mum about it..My mum is like my best friends and she know a lot of my stuffs, I even told her about J. Yes, I told my mum about this girl. I just don't feel good being friends with her.. She seem to be 笑里藏刀,like the silence killer. I don't like the way she act,not knowing which is the real her at times..Maybe I should be wary of her too..Can't reveal too much with her around..xiaolan,i don't know if you are acting or what. But you just make me be careful of you,your actions are making me getting pissed off.

This matter had been inside my head for quite some time, do I treat you like my bro or just because I want to make up the lost feelings therefore I wanted us to be back together? When I am with J, he make me feel happy, I just smile from the bottom of my heart. But I know, J and I won't last..I know that very well.. But for you, you made me feel the same, yet I tell you my problems and you helped me with it. Yes, we shared the same Ice-cream, same straw, spoon for soup..But somehow, the feeling of love is fading. For now, it's is more like a bro-sis relationship, which I enjoys it.=) Cos I know there is always someone out there for me, as my best friend.=) Shall let all these remain as how it is now, Best friend=)

Advance Happy Birthday to that 1 guy who is honoured to be in the list..=) 30th nov 2011.=) So happy that he is celebrating with his family..And he super lucky! He is going taiwan with his family and I am demanding a gift from taiwan! hehe!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

@ Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Alright, I know i should be in bed at this time (1.51am) but somehow i just feel like blogging before heading for bed... Was wondering how will life be if I can find a guy who likes me and at the same time, I likes him too.. I know, at my age, i shouldn't be thinking so much about this.

when things will eventually happens when the right time comes, but somehow, i can't control it.. Always wondering where is my another half, finding someone who likes you may seem easy, but finding someone you likes and likes you back the same way or even more is not easy at all... Shall leave all these things aside and stay focus on things that i want for the upcoming sem for poly.=)

Joelle was telling me about being a typical girl,and that term sounds so foreign to me..What she say is right, humans are visual animals and guys like pretty girls follow by personality. I am like the lazy kind which don't don't do lots of skincare or to pamper myself in a way or so..

I know, people always say, 世上只有懒女人，没有丑女人。I believe in that, so I need to be hard-working when comes to skincare not only for facial and also body-wise too. Before having a chance to change my appearance, I need to find funds for that and shall work as much as possible during the nxt sem break..=)

Alright, Shall head for bed now, Nights world!

(p.s: I think i function better at night! Write better blogs and more inspirations)

Friday, November 11, 2011

@ Friday, November 11, 2011

What a nice date today, 11/11/11. 6 '1's And if you manage to catch 11.11.11am, that will be a total of 12 "1".. How wonderful can that be..=) Suppose to spend my 11.11 outside, but everyone is quite busy with their own things since sch reopens..Make me quite sian at home though..Joelle did ask me to go out with her colleagues, but i used up all my concession, so decided to stay at home..=) Asked Eugene to go out for ice-cream at night, he want his jogging, can't blame him though..His Nafa test is coming up and he's going into NS in around 1/2yr time..

Actually, 11/11/11 means Singles' day too..And most people will hope they won't be single on this day next year... Well, I do hope i won't be single on the same day next year, but these things are very hard to say..Just go with the flow bah.=) studies comes first, I want to enjoy first before thinking of settling down for good.=)

Was Reading my past blog posts while walking home from MRT station,So many things had changed.. Be it my thinking, the positiveness and people around me.. Looking back, It's part of growing up. This blog records most of my growing up..The only thing is that this is a open diary where everyone can read what I am thinking..I used to be so negative in thinking, till i wanted to end my life.. Luckily, I did not. Thank god.=)

I am still growing up, still learning in life..=) And i am glad to be alive. Always be =)

Trying very hard to keep up with the pace for studies, cutting down not to be so lazy and be more hard-working like how I used to be in Sec Sch n ITE..having study grp with my friend who studied before the modules i am studying now..=) I gonna tell myself to add oil on studies and do my very best for this sem!=) JIAYOUS! Elieen! To all my friends be it in poly, NS or working, JIAYOUS also!=)

<3 Elieen

Monday, September 26, 2011

@ Monday, September 26, 2011

Yeah! School holidays! My fave period of the whole year, 7wks of school holidays.. And I'm not working in daiso anymore, which means I am super free at home.. After so long then i decided to blog again, it's just like that urge to blog..

Doing nothing during the holidays are so good! finally i can truly rest during the holidays and give myself a good break before the new sem opens..when the new sems open, I'll have to chiong for the whole sem.. did not score well for this sem, which means getting a lower possibility of getting into the specialisation that I want so nxt sem is very impt to me..Hopes nothing goes wrong and I can do well in the coming sem, which allow me to have a big jump on my gpa.. Not pinning my hopes on Locals Uni anymore, look like SIM is the way to my uni route..Elieen JIAYOUS!=)