要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Thursday, May 28, 2009

@ Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hey..update time! collected back my lappy n using now..things in sch are getting better for my point..cos i really dislike sch b4 i go n make friends, and now i'm starting to like to go school..Today talked abt food during lunch break! Like Lor mee, Oyster egg, Dumplings etc..and wendy n I have a lot in common for culture in food, no matter is home food or Gu Gu's food...=) Smth happenend to my classmate, hope that she can be strong, he's always there with you and we r all supporting you through the tough period..JYJY

Was so angry n pissed off with some of my classmates abt smth on tue, which i won't mention names or the event, but i know, who r good n who are bad.. I know it very well... It's just so unfair for the minority to give up on smth they like to the majority.. Urg! i hate that!.. And first H1N1 is in SG, which mean, more precautions measure we have to take note...Pls Pls dun like it have an outbreak in SG, if nt everyone will be panic..Below is for my best friends not the BGR thing hor! I like guys, no, is hunk! haha..

To my dearest joelle:
you know what, you are really good in a lot of things and subjects, like H2 maths..That's wat you are good at right? I know how tough is the road to realise your dream, but always keep that in mind, you'll always have me and the others with you alright?you must tell yourself, hey i'm good in math, that's smth i shd be proud of. Dun demoralised yourself with subjects you are nt so good at it.. You are always up to the standard ok..JYJY~ and Believe in yourself ! you can do it!Miss you my dear =)

To: dearest huili
Hey,girl, as long as we are humans, we do make mistakes. We do make wrong judgement by just looking at the person. We grow and get mature by learning from mistakes and i know the mistake you make this time will cost your grade to drop in that module...Always remember it's just a passer-by,a journey which we'll go through during growing up..And i know, You can always strive for the best, and you know what you want. Dun give up and score well for the theory paper for that module, no is all the modules you are taking for this sem..=) JYJY~ i always believe in you!Rant to me as and when u like=)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

@ Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Missing so many people in my life, From secondary school, till primary sch, Pre-school..
miss the time in pre-school, being pure, naive, childish at the point of time, no worries, no quarrel with friends, times in pre-school is very pure and happy..
Primary school life, was fun, in different ways, having friends to play around, hanging out with my boy classmates, playing all the games which boys normally play..Miss Mrs Yip, Mr Song, Mdam Ong..They are the people who make me happy, give me strength to do well in my exams..and it's time to leave P6, only feeling abit of sadness, cos a better place is waiting for me..which is commonwealth..

Commonwealth, a place full of memories.. Ever since, Primary school, my dream school is commonwealth. I love their uniform, seeing students wearing the uniform allow me to feel a sense of pride in them.. I want to get into the express stream in the first place, but i know my limits, so NA stream is also fine with me.. First day of school really excite me.. And that's how i met my Best friend, Joelle..Inside the same grp for orientation, that's how we become friends..
Being in commonwealth for 5 years, with lots of up n downs, make me become stronger each time..First three years in the J.E premise, that premise is full of my memories and other students memories, all the fun we have over there will never ever be forgetten.. Sec1, still rmb how rebelious i was, making fun of teacher, being disrespect to teacher, nearly get into the principal office.. Luckily, i was given a chance to change..To change for the better, for the future..
She was there to help, she was always there to listen to my worries, was there to cheer me up, was there to help me in my studies..w/o her, i tink i'm already a gone case..She's the person who change my life, Thank you, Ms kirk..I seriously miss you so much..Hope i can meet up with you real soon..

Sec2, a year with loves...My friends already being attached to their guys, and i'm the only one nt attached..Envious, but can't do anything..Helping my friends to solve their problems in relationship, give me a sense of achievement, being able to solve their problems, i'm happy...
Love, yeah, i'm in love too, from 3/8/2005-26/10/2005... Only dated for once, i dun know if that's call courtship or not. but i know, i was lying to myself..Till sec3...

Sec3, till sec3, then i realise how much i actually love him..but it's too late to turn back already..Different class with joelle, life is much more different..But this year, with the carnival, I have another best friend, Olivia and Eugene.. yeah, last time, we called ourselves as [OE]2 cos is Olivia, elieen& eugene..I really had a great time with them during the year..=) My CM, Miss Tian, she's a very nice person, but she look like very strict(yeah she is in marking scheme!), and we are quite afraid of her..But i have to thank her for all the care n concern she have shown me and my classmates..Thank you soon much. Lot of uphappy events happened during this year, but i have already throw them away..The last year in the J.E Campus, pretty sad, cos all my best memories is over here..I remember one incident, my class was at the highest level, 6 so the celling for my classroom is pretty low and so does the fan.. Azman, like to spike his hair. when he stand up, his hair can nearly hit the fan.. So, during one of the classes, he actually stand up and the fan was spinning, and his hair was hit by the fan! We was like, OMG! then, he asked, is my hair messy? Everyone started laughing..

For sec4&5, will post in another post, cos this post is very lenghty!..=)

Sunday, May 24, 2009

@ Sunday, May 24, 2009

Hello! friday was a good day for me..tuition canceled, nt regretting for going a gathering n also celebrate jian hao b'dae at fish n co! I really had fun today! thanks for inviting..we are the noisest bunch of ppl at fish n co..this gathering is like we super long nv meet, can't stop taking pics, chatting abt life and things like that...all pics is at facebook and there's one grp pic very funny..haha.. on Sat, went out with sis to repair my laptop again, hope my laptop dun tio reformat! they say may due to software problem... went to second-hand bookstore to look for O level books..found only a few...pretty limited books left..but still manage to get the books i wan..suppose to go for audition today but din't make it in time..i dun noe if i shd go later.. Have test on monday for POA! wish me luck! =)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

@ Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Was pretty extreme in the previous post..now i'm feeling better..after talking to joelle..I have to tell myself, i can, i must and i have to do it.. I have no choice...So i must depend on my own..I have to understand how busy my t'chers are, so i have to be more understanding...Geok Leng, JYJY!! I can do it! so now i have to ask for peer tutoring, hope it helps...Joelle also have to jia you ok..=) i love u lots!

Talk abt some other things..My sis , who is this year taking her PSLE, tells me her school life and i just realise that their school life is so different compare to the year i am in P6..I&my sis is 6yrs difference, and her school life is totally different from wat i use to have.. Primary school kids are now so mature compare to my year de primary school kids..Having BGR in primary school is consider common compare to my year and nowdays kids are also bitch about each other in school..My years of primary school, we dun have things like that, yea maybe we do, but not like the primary school kids nowdays..Imagine, a Girl who is in primary school is begging her boyfriend not to break up with her and actually threatend her boyfriend that she will cut her wrists if he break up with her... when my sis told me that, i was like !!??.. I belive that won't happen in my years in primary school,even if it does, only extreme cases..i mean, you are still young, why do you have to clinge to a guy who is the same age as you?

i know my post is always lengthy, so i'll try my best to post pictures just in case you read till you almost fall asleep...=) JY wendy!..JYJY to everyone out there..esp Myself n Joelle..

@ Wednesday, May 20, 2009

O, Gosh..can someone seriously help me get out of my depression? I'm back to blaming myself for being such a failure, such a bad girl who do nothing good at all... I feel so bad, so sorry for my t'chers which is sparing their time during the holidays to coach me.. I wanna apologise to them,so sorry, if time could turn back, i'll pass with good grades and won't have to bother you all to teach me again... I'll be busy, I dun care.. From now onwards, i will have to be like a mad lady who will revise her hmwk, doing revision... Right now, i'm on the verge of giving up.. Giving up everything and dun care anymore...It's tough and i wanna cry, i want him to encourage me, if he does, i will get my motivation back..but i guess he won't encourage me unless i tell him how i feel..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

@ Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Ok make it short for this post.had 2.4km plus 5 stations.. failed quite a number but it's within my expecations.. Life for me it's ok=).. just wanna post smth to remind myself.. I feel so bad asking t'chers to help me during school holidays and they also have other things to do and yet have to find time to coach me..But i have to remind myself that i have to keep my focus on things i MUST achieve this year..Things which i MUST achieve this year. there are more to come along.=D

Score and study smart for O level in order not to let down my T'chers who is helping me.

Scoringg GPA 3.1 and above for first year.

Able to get NYAA silver.

Able to get into the Student Council Board.

Be more active and more out-spoken.
Learn yoga=P

Friday, May 15, 2009

@ Friday, May 15, 2009

Back to updates! So pissed off with my laptop wireless connections! and i dun like vista, so it's like bad bad for me.. That's the thing about me,if i like somethings or someone, i'll stick to it and won't change.I like XP more than Vista though he said vista is nicer...Din't went to school on wednesday due to my tummy playing tricks on me...Stayed at home, feeling better, decided to go down to collect my laptop... the place for collecting my laptop is kind of far and is in a industrial park, which is like so diffcult to find the place... After collecting, went back home and charge.. I love my laptop, firstly, it's light, secondly the wide screen appeals me...Thirdly, it's lifebook series and made in japan, which make me like,yeah!

Thurday went to school for P.E, did almost nothing other than looking at classmates playing captain's ball, after that had lunch in canteen and get ready for visit to kong guan biscuits factory.Visit their production line, packaging line.Have to wear hair-net b4 going into the factory, then everyone was like!!!! I like all these visits, would like to go marina baraage nxt time, cos i went to the yet to completed marina baraage with sony and CSS and would like to the completed one with my classmates.

Today, suppose to have POA for the first lesson of the day, but she had to attend to something so can't teach us, slack for two hrs b4 BSE... Actually, BSE is not very boring, to me it's a okok, compare to physic, BSE won..haha..or i had change over the past few mths..the relief t'cher for POA told me that i look hardworking, and i was like, ?! Looks can be deciving, but i believe i have change for the better, being able to look at the big picture allow me to think further and better.. I have to, to forget him,to do better and to not allow myself to think about all the crappy matters..

I know he's doing good out there, and i'll be doing good too, w/o him for the first few weeks in school, i felt lost, having no idea what can i do. But now, i'm getting better, with friends and more work coming up, keep me more busy and less time to think about you, less time to think how are you doing now, what are you doing...Do take care, as long as you are happy, i'll be happy too.. look for someone who is better than me, and when u see someone you like, go ahead and dun be shy ok!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

@ Saturday, May 09, 2009

Update!Ystd is first class outing for SE! thank to aunty Jo for treating the class for movie..Had a great time with them! watched x-men orgins, wolverine.. All i can say the movie is good, and the special effects is lyk Wow! took pics with my friends..din't join them for dinner cos met joelle to have ice-cream at daily scoop.is at sunset way, and the ice-cream is really nice! had Lemon Sorbet and honey vanilla.. the lemon sorbet is very nice, for the honey vanilla, is ok la..nxt time i wanna go there again, wanna try hazelnut ice-cream, which taste like nutella..haha..pics will be later.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

@ Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Back to updates!
Ystd have a great time with my frens in class.. Boring classes, but with the colours add by my friends, Classes become more fun and nt so dry liao.. Slpt around 2am cos have to watch my Channel U show and my TVB drama, A TV Queen, Always a TV Queen! haha..My Tvb show is really getting nicer cos of the good storyline...=) Ask me abt tv, i can Ans all your Qs! haha..

Late for school today.. Due to the bus and traffic jams..Did some work for POA, COB today nth much have to do more research on my project...After some work, Aunty Jo help to analysis Me and My friends handwriting.. Mine is pretty true to a certain extent..The analysis i got is: Stuborn, Want people to listen, Sometime dun seek people Advices, independent lady, do things on her own, still uncertain about her own future, need to be more careful with her own money management, not a career mind person and can be Emo at times..!

Well, the Emo part is totally true, cos i at national day celebration can also cry de, kind of siao right!My Emo times are during the night, lyk mid-night..cos everyone will sleeping but i'll be thinking and reflecting about myself.I'm sort of uncertain of my future cos my dream'll nt be able to come true anymore.I sometime dun seek the advice people give me and i can say that i'm really an independent lady! i can do lots of things on my own etc, shopping and eating alone.=)
When Aunty Jo tell me this, i think about the advices she used to give me, how she guide me along;but my close friendship with her have come to an end..Hiax, tht's life.I have to move on..=) next time i ask joelle write then i let aunty jo see and i can bring my textbk to let aunty jo see eugene's writing..haha.=)
i miss him, but i have to move on. Move on to be a better person, move on to have a better future.Elieen, JIAYOU towards a better future!

Sunday, May 03, 2009

@ Sunday, May 03, 2009

Hello..how did you spend your long weekend? studying, playing or shopping?
For my case, it's all mention above...cos after today, i can't shop, play games anymore..due to studies and also my upcoming projects... Went shopping with sis on labour day. went bugis, went to the new mall opposite bugis, nothing much but i would like to go there and watch movie..cos the cinema looks nice..i hope i can go there and watch night at the musem2 or disney pixar, UP os the movie is very cute and is in 3D =) Went shopping at bugis streets, i shd have gone there cos i brought 2dresses and 3 t-shirt...costed me $55 bucks in total..compare to the time i went to far east,and brought nothing and wasted my time, bugis streets is a much better place for me.. so go bugis streets, things are cheap and nice to wear too.=D

today went subway@westmall, studied with joelle, my bro n sis went along with me too...my bor n sis nid to mug for their exams...joelle is really busy with her Student Council investiture planning...and i and her wore the same shirt! haha..we kind of look like twins cos for the shirt..haha..let me upload pics first:

Twins for the day!haha..=D
Joe's laptop is the one i wanna get but it's kind of heavy thought the design is nice..i'm changing to another one which is lighter, i seriously hope my dad will allow me to buy the 1900bucks laptop, i find that one is better, but if he dun allow, i'll have to get the 1600bucks de, they are under the lifebook series, which is better..haha..ok..have to go off already..cos tml have to watch amzing race early in the mrng off telecast.Yeah!