要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Thursday, August 18, 2011

@ Thursday, August 18, 2011

Hi! I'm back..not for good i guess..While waiting for my drama to upload to the net, I shall blog. The last time i blogged was around 1 mth plus. Which means it's long.. It's not that i'm not updating anymore, it's just i wanna to update another diary of mine.A personal one. So this blog is more like a general blog to update about my life, to let out my rants if any.

1 more week, exams are here. And I'm quite scared about it. I don't know if i can cope or not...I quit my job just in time for exams and revision. So i hope things will goes well.. I want to excel, but i know i can't. So i only want to make sure i pass the modules, and don't take any supp papers.That'll be good enough..

So many things had change. Be it circle of friends, place of study..just within a year. It's seem hard to digest it for my case. I still want to slack more, enjoy life while i'm still young. Just had a small gathering not long ago..such a long time since we last met! So happy that day.=) It's called a prata gathering. But only the girls had prata, the guys had smth else. We chatted, update about our lifes, Take pictures, laugh.That's us. The ITE bunch of friends.We have our own problems, be in studies, life or relationship. But we seem to be able to support each other when we need their support..If any of you happen to read, this, you'll agree with my words.

I'm trying my best to withdraw from you. At least I'm trying my very best not to think about you so often. I'm looking forward to meet you up during the holidays.Still thinking about that plan i have. I don't know if things will work out or not.=) And I'm like stuck in relationship. I can't go over my barrier. And i know i won't sacrifice to make the relationship works, it's not to the extend yet. Shugs..Let me be focus on my studies first! I don't want to talk about relationship. You can say I'm avoiding or running away, it doesn't matter...It's just a way of mine to handle relationship problems.

Alright, I shall go off to bed. Drama isn't up yet, but my eyes are closing..Doing revision tml @SP. So I better get my beauty sleep now..=)