要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Friday, September 03, 2010

@ Friday, September 03, 2010

感情用事是自毁前途的杀手，不要因为心情和感情让你忘记你的目标和理想。
为了一个人或一群朋友的一些话而害了自己，不值得。
The pain i had been through, make me stronger and better now.The past, is already over and the bunch of people don't have to appear again to make my life back to one square. This week seem to be a bad week for my loved ones. My sister n darling have their own problems which make me worry for them. I hope the following weeks they will be better and happier after all the problems are solved.
The first wish for 11.11 remains, the second one ardy change to something else..=) Waiting for the first wish to fulfill is consider hard,grabbing on to that glimpse of hope sound stupid, but i won't give up until i know he found someone better.
Bad timing to blog now as haven't started for mock exam tml..So,back to studies now! JIAYOUS!

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

@ Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Teachers' Day. A Day meant for the special ones who educate the future generations in schools. Went back to Css today. Everyone seem to be busy with final exams for this sem for my batch of sec 5.. Two years since i left school for higher education, So many things had changed. Teachers leaving and coming in. Getting Promotion and retiring from teaching. System changes. I still linger in the memories of the old Css, From the Jurong old campus to the new west coast campus many Sweet, Salty, Bitter memories i brought along with me together with the moving. I remember how bad i was in sec 1 and 2. I remembered the beautiful time i spent in school just chit-chat and doing nothing after lessons. The foolish stuffs i had done, the tears i had shed. They are the best proves that I'm alive.

The quarrel i had with friends, when failure overtake me, when i find myself telling me that, it's time to leave the world for good..There's always that someone there for me. From joelle to Miss Tian& all other t'chers. I know they are always there for me. Although some of the t'chers whom i know are no longer in css, I wish them all the best in their new environment and I really miss them a lot. Esp, Mrs Png. The last time i saw her was Last year. But before i could formally say good bye to her in person, she ardy left.. I miss her..=( Friendship problem was a killer point for me. Like what he said before, " Sec Sch seem to be so drama". Which is true in my case. In life, you have to learn to let go certain item, people who don't seem to be with you anymore. Letting it go will be a blessing in disguise. That's what i learnt by letting go certain things in life.

Tears roll down my cheeks, the guilt is back. And i know my tears are for the guilt and the love i have from people who truly love me.. I Love all of you...