要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

@ Tuesday, May 10, 2011

It's been a Month since school starts. Hope that everyone is getting used to their new friends, environment...

How I have been doing in sch? Well, I can't say is good or bad.But at least it's still consider alright for now.

Studies isn't smth exciting.. So nothing much to say. Only one word. STRESS.

CCA? yup, I manage to join a cca and decided to have cca so when I need to distress, I can have another way to do so. I know, CCA is not a must. But I want a CCA cos I don't want to make my life go to waste without doing something that I want and like, Music.

Alright, got to go. CCA starting in 10min time.. theory lessons=)

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

@ Wednesday, May 04, 2011

It's been so long since i last updated my blog. 2mths ardy. So many things happened within 2mths. Friends moving on to somewhere better for our future, A classmate of mine passed away. Getting use to Poly life and trying very hard to hang on before i falls again..

Everyone manage to get a place in Poly. But the amount of stress we are facing, nobody seem to understand..Look at wendy and Jieyi, their faces just say everything. Stress. Coping with poly work and life. At least they are enjoying some parts. I'm not even enjoying any part of my poly life. Maybe later, but not the current ones. I'm balancing so many things in my life now, Catching up with whatever i can now.

Sometimes, you wanted something so badly, you'll work hard towards it. but when you reach your goal, you realized, it's totally different from what you thought or suppose it to be in the first place. You'll start to question yourself, is this really what you wanted in the first place? Did you make the right decision? That's what my mind is going through now,asking myself all about the choices i had made. Is this really what i wanted?