要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Monday, July 23, 2007

@ Monday, July 23, 2007

I really have no idea how to speak to you or how to tell you that you changed..U wasn't the one i used to know.u wasn't the one who used to speak up, more active in school/studies..U are now a totally different person to me, i am not sure about him but to you, you are different in my view.I still Remember u used to be passing up homework constantly and now, i feel that you can't be bother to even take out and see..And i feel that you should change the way towards studies..that's my point of view..I'm not sure about him point of view to you.And i also feel that you should not neglect about your studies dun to your interest. I have been trying hard to change for the better.Like what you say.but did you change for the better?Pretent that you have the heart to change, but you dind't....

Well...this is for him...I feel that you should not just live in your own world.And i feel that you should not just pass simple comments.Althought, u said that u sort of classified us as your best frens but i feel that u treat us just lyk normal.U should not be scared about what have happened last year, walk out of there and make more friends, seriously..Socialise more..that's wat people teaches mi...Making more friends allows you to see the world better.You'll feel hurt..but take it as a learning journey..

This is for myself..sometimes, i really wonder did i do my part as best friends to them? I was thinking about it and i really wonder am I an failure in Friendships? B'cos I want my friends to change but i dun know how to start and i scared of losing them as friends..I do care about how people look at me.There were once that i feel that i didn't do my part as a friend to you guys and i really wanna give up..And now, i starting to feel that giving up on You maybe makes my life better.But i just fang bu xia, fang bu xia wo men de you qing...Fang bu xia wo men mei li de hui yi, Fang bu xia wo men mei li de shi guang...Fang xia is not easy at all..cos i had tried that before and still i din't manange to..I believe that nobody in the world can be perfect but we can be the best.I do really feel dishearted sometimes, just that i don't really show.I close one eye, pretent that i see nothing at all.I'll telling myself to wash my hands off it..but i dun tink i can...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

@ Saturday, July 21, 2007

“In this place filled with so many meetings and farewells, I met and came to love one man, and also experienced a parting I couldn’t control. Whenever a plane takes flight, my heart goes with it. I wonder if he thinks of me whenever he sees an airplane, too. Farewells are painful, but discovering that waiting for someone can be a happy thing is something I learned at the airport.”

This sentence is from the k-drama air city..well..it's somehow boring in the middle..but the ending was nice..seriously..haha..ystd was 20/07/2007, i went to make my own atm card w/o my parents and also genting worldcard..the first time of getting atm card was so Shiok..and the genting card is called Shiok..haha..I realise that i'm so xing fu to have an education and don't need to work at such a young age.And i was so happy on wednesday cos..I WON S.H.E Play PARTY TICKETS! I was so happy untill i was shaking Shi shu beside mi in the bus..haha..i just made one call to answer and i got the tickets! haha..the concert is nxt saturday..i'm looking forward to it soooo much..cos i miss their concret in jan and now i get to go..I heard is smth lyk the yu ren ma tou..that's lyk so nice la..haha..

And, I was looking forward for drive of life to air in HK, and finally waiting for 7 mths, the drama was finally aired on 16-06-2007.Now i'm waiting for another one which is by Ada choi..she is my fave with bobby ou yang..haha..i hope after N'level, i'll be able to watch tv at home..cos my mummy dun allow mi to work after N'level and i also have O'level Chinese after that..i should stay at home and watch All HK dramas i wanna to watch and also Air city..i think by then the vcd should be out le..haha..

Saturday, July 14, 2007

@ Saturday, July 14, 2007

Hey people..it's been a long time since my update..I dun actually have things to update..almost the same rountine..had my O's level Oral last week, my N level english oral ystd..nxt monday, Chinese O'level L.C, wednesday,N'level chinese..Well, studies are not good at all..and i tink i have been stress myself alot..how i wish i can find a time and go k-box and sing out loud..pour out all my feelings..had my actual practial..lucky it's turn out well...Well, some times i find it hard to talk to you cos talking to you makes mi feel lyk vomiting blood..i really have no idea what to say to you...Waiting for days to pass by..trying to dump myself into the piles of homework and schoolworks and revison i have..so i can't tink anything..haha..