要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Friday, August 29, 2008

@ Friday, August 29, 2008

Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers on the earth. Thank you for nurturing us! =)
I'm super happy and exctied.. cos tml I'm going to derrick's autograph session at BBP! yeah!..And i'm going to wear very nice cos i get to take picture with him.=) This year teacher's day is nice..cos i baked cupcakes for teachers..every year also buy things for them..like very no cheng yi..so Baked cupcakes and put some icing on top.=) All hand-made. I'm glad that the teachers like it.=) Went west mall to eat with joelle, linda, joyce, grace, clara, sharon, guohao& pui fun. Had fun eating with them..Brought two magzine, teen n teenage..cos my fav is on the cover!

They are always the best! S.H.E& derrick Ho wei jian=) sorry for the bad quality of the pictures cos i took with my bro's hp.
here is it.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

@ Wednesday, August 27, 2008

My No.80 post...haha..This wk is prelim 2 week and everything is ok.. provided that i studied..well, i did..but only some... today is math paper two..i studied and practice, but still have alot of question i dun know...i din't complete the paper..tml is mt, so dun nid to go sch.watch my drama again and from ep17-20, i cried all the ep mention..Cos it's just way too touching, the family bonding, the strong side of a divorce mother, the children's support..The bonding is like steel, so hard to bend it, everytime i'm nt feeling good about things, i'll watch that drama.. It's like my my mental support..haha..
today went out with joelle to get teachers' day things.. can't wait for tml! Pls let things go well tml.. so fast going to sep le.. only lyk 1mth plus to O's and secondary sch life is ending soon. Time flies.. won't have time to update le. cos nid to study super often.
GTG, watching moonlight reasonsce now..=)

Sunday, August 24, 2008

@ Sunday, August 24, 2008

“如果老天只疼傻人，你为何不在身旁”？i wan to be the sha ren...

@ Sunday, August 24, 2008

I love 5/2, but i dun belong to there.I dun know if i'm thinking too much or smth else. But i just dun have the sense of belonging towards the class. I feel so left out, so far away from the class although i'm physical present. But i will always remember my class, even if one day i leave w/o saying good bye to you people.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

@ Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Hello people.. It’s have been a long time since I update.. Well things are doing quite ok. Just that tml is my O’lvl English oral. I feel so stress-up and scared. Although last year I have experience on English oral for N’lvl, but I’m still scared because O’lvl is a higher standard of English and I heard from my schoolmates that the teachers wasn’t good b’cos of their attitude. I’m stress-up because my picture is not good enough and I really want to score for oral so I will not disappoint my teacher for my English grade. I want to get B3 for English in oral, not just to fulfill wat my English teacher wants, but also wan I want. When was practicing for oral with my techer just now, my classmates who took the oral today told my teacher the oral for today is easy and they have confidence to perform well. This is the part of the reason for being scared for tml. If I were too stress-up in the waiting room, I’ll probably wanna cry. Just now, when doing practice for oral, at times I wan to cry but too many people and I dun wan to cry in front of the people. It’s bad to hide feelings up, but I do not have a choice to do so. I have been having mood swings quite often nowdays which I can’t really control. For example, this moment I may be happy, but the next moment I’ll feel sad, stress or maybe lonely. I dun know.. I dun know who should I talk to.. Joelle? Mrs Anba?Eugene?Olivia?They do also have their own problems and troubles, and all of them are under the pressure of O’lvl too. So I do not want to bother both of them. I really hate the mood swings I have..but what can I do?

Friday, August 08, 2008

@ Friday, August 08, 2008

Hello people! It's 08-08-08 which is a nice date and day.. Celebrated National day at J.E culture hall...When people was singing Songs are meant to be happy, I'm at the back crying. Don't ask me why i cry.Because i have no idea why i cry..maybe is b'cos 3yrs ago and all the up and downs i had been through..After crying, everything have to go back to normal.got the book from mrs anba and started to read the book.Law of attraction is always around you.

Went back home and changed for Dave's b'day celebration, met jasmine on the bus to J.E and everyone else at J.E mrt! Went to eat at seoul garden at causeway point..My table was full of food! haha...I&jas shared money to buy a present for ragu. after that, went back to J.E to ice-ski..Thanks to all the people who helped mi during ice-ski and the encouragement all of you given mi.After that went to take neoprint!.. Soo fun cos 14ppl squezze in one neoprint place..
After that went yuan bin hus's to celebrate his b'dae.. had NYDC chocolate cheesecake. Thanks to yuan bin's mum and dad for buying the cake. Here are some of the pics from matin's blog.

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are you hungry? is your stomach growling now?
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Handsome boy for the year and Pretty girl in the handsome boy's heart!=)

Sunday, August 03, 2008

@ Sunday, August 03, 2008

it's sunday..new start of the week..it have been three yrs..Why am i still clinging on the memories which should be erased long ago from my 回忆？We became close and then drift apart again..It's just life, right?It's time to let go of certain matters..Shall i? 我不知道，如果我放弃，会让你过得跟好，何尝不是一件好事？
人生就像一场焰火比表演，在最灿烂的时候，人人都为你喝彩，鼓掌。表演结束后，人都走了，留下的是美丽的回忆.在生命中有过最灿烂的一业，就足够了。That is what i learnt from Kit Chan.
人生难免会有起落，做人应该要坦然面对。不要逃避。现实可以让一个人变得更勇敢也可以毁掉一个人。选择在于你。
人生就是这样，要拿得起，放得下。我不可以说我的人生经验丰富，因为我还有很长的路要走。可是，我经历的也不少。和我以前要好的朋友都陆陆续续跟我告别，离开了我。该伤心都伤心过了，该哭都哭过了，是时候放开了。我感谢你们的出现。谢谢。现在，我只想好好珍惜我身边的朋友。

Saturday, August 02, 2008

@ Saturday, August 02, 2008

Today is saturday..i'm suppose to go to school today but i fell sick ystd nite. so have to abort the idea. Although my life is not as colourful as others, but i still able to adapt to the change. Thur night was math night study in school. This time, night study is better than last yr de.everyone is serious about getting the grades they want for math. Mr leong was very busy at that night also, have to teacher my class and answer the sec4E questions.
I'm hungry for sucess.I want sucess, in order to prove people wrong abt mi, and also to make my frens, teachers proud of me. Friday was quite a short day for me. Went home early with my KFC value meal and Variety value meal.
Then sleep at home, wake up to Watch HOG2, i just hate the Sa 姨, in the first HOG, she's the bad one. and now, the second, she is also the bad one.. She's good actress cos she let mi hate her in the drama. today just update till here and have to go n sleep le.=)