要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Monday, May 28, 2012

@ Monday, May 28, 2012

Year 2. Business Management.

Yes, another 1.yrs to go before I wear that graduation gown.. Seeing Sec Sch Friends graduating from Polytechnic make me think about the mistakes I had made in the past. I don't regret, It's part of growing up. If I don't fall, how will I experience to stand up again? So I thank for the challenges which makes me grow stronger, mature.

Celebrated Wendy's 21st Birthday a month ago.Was a blast, and Envy the party that she had. Reason being, I won't have a party like her. My friends are pretty countable. And I will prefer to have a quiet birthday.Dinner with friends a day before my birthday.Have dinner at home on the actual day with family. My birthday wish won't come true, Wanted you to be that someone special. And spend my 21st birthday overseas. Never mind, shall work and Save up enough for next year trip instead.. Glee Season3 officially ends. And I will miss them so much. The whole Glee Cast. They are the ones who kept me going for the past 3years. They graduated from high school in the drama..And I will be like them in 2yrs time.=)

Found out something about my bestie. No matter what, I will like him for who he is. As my Bestie. =) He knows and I know we are best friends who can be too open-minded, frank at times. Nothing will stand in our way. He always believe in me, for what I do and encourage me to stretch beyond my limit. He's going to enlist to army before my birthday, which makes me quite sad..But He don't have a choice to choose. All I can do is catch a nice movie before he enlist. Gonna miss him so much..=(

Although school had started for around 1 month, but I still at the holiday and lazy mode.. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I just feel so lazy and not motivated to push myself further. I want to do better, to score and make sure the dip I get at end of year 3 will have a better GPA.. But I am so unproductive when comes to my free time... I need to find that motivated me back. When I look back on my notes during my ITE days, the pages I highlights, the small notes I make last time and compare what I am doing in Poly now, It's like heaven and hell...Maybe I need a getaway from here, find a place to think and figure out what really motivates me.

Family don't allow me to go overseas alone, and It's really hard to find a companion to go overseas with me..A Guy is not possible due to my parents. The Ladies are busy, Who can I go with? Mum is busy with work.. I just want to go somewhere nearby.. KL, Genting to relax..