要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Thursday, July 23, 2009

@ Thursday, July 23, 2009

Back.=) I'm very tired..tired of quite a number of things..And the guilt is back, it's always deep down my heart..just that i keep compressing it...And i think things will go out of hand soon..
You may be wondering what is the guilt, i dun mind say it out.. It's the guilt towards my T'chers in sec school. It's b'cos of my O'level...I know all the logical things about the whole guilt thing, but i just can't put it down.. It's just me.when i know people pin hopes on me, and yet they see nothing in return in me.. These few days my mood swings are really big..Haix..

Have to do my revision le..take care everyone.I know that i can make it through the whole process.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

@ Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Yeah, i'm back..Now i'm in school, sufing the net and finding some culture stuffs related to my COB.Ystd, Went to imm to see TVB star tour in singapore and i'm very very happy cos i'm 1 of the 100 whom manage to get the Autographed pictures! And I manage to shake hands with 3 of them. Esp laughing Kor and Cheng Hao! Cheng Hao is super cute and love to act in front of all of us! Now other that Raymond, he's No.2 in my heart! Although i'm very tired after all the standing and shouting when i reached home, I'm very contented and happy and i'll sure go again next year.

From today onwards, i'll only be online from 10.30p.m- 11.30p.m as i have ask my mum to keep my laptop from me b'cos i want to have a real and good start for everything and also sleep early too so that i won't be late for my classes again, i won't want to get bar from sep's exam.I have to =do my best and focus on my goals which i want to achieve within this year..^^When i reach home today after school, i have to start my half-mugging life already.. I guess i have to go into full mugging life very soon.. Alright, have to go now.
Loves>3333

Sunday, July 19, 2009

@ Sunday, July 19, 2009

Alright, I guess i'll have monday blues in the mrng and excitement in the evening!...Haha..dun ask me why, will tell u all more after monday..

Ystd went for a photo shoot with joelle. It's pretty fun actually and i get to go into a studio. I was pretty scare at first but when i get myself into the suitation, i'm alright le..I may be on a taiwan trip, my dad say ok so now is up to the princpal to decied if he wanna let us go or not...And one more thing abt me, When i wear heels and hear the 'sound' of my heels, i'll feel confident..
Days are pretty alright for me, just that i find myself not hard working enough for almost everything. Not hardworking enough for studying and i feel that i'm just talk and no actions at all.. So from 20/07/2009, I'll mug and dun go online till 10.30 pm, and study till 12am everyday at least.So today is my last freedom day, other than the upcoming yet comfirm taiwan trip and joelle's b'dae party, i won't give myself break, rest unless i feel i need one BADLY. I just wasted too much time away already so i need and should cherish the remaining time i had left.
Elieen,JYJY!

Friday, July 17, 2009

@ Friday, July 17, 2009

Back Back!.. It's friday, which mean weekends.This weekend i seem to have a lot of programmes lining up...Sunday, another batch of TVB artises are coming to SG for their TVB world tour. So many TVB artises coming, and i'm super happy! But not sure if i'm going..maybe i go on another day...

One of my module t'cher tell My clique that we may have the chance to go taiwan,taipei during our hoildays in sep. Which is a good n bad news for me..Cos I always wanna go out of Singapore with friends and to relax my mind and soul. Bad news is when i come back is exactly 1mth b4 O'level..So i'm thinking if i shd go or not..now is 60/40..So i think by tonight, i'll know the answer.. but also must let the principal approve, if he dun approve, then we also can't go.'Special THANKS to H1N1 lo'..If no H1N1 then we can go dun nid the principal approve.

Sometimes, I do wonder if i really need a break from the hectic and stressful life in singapore..I mean everyone do have stress and different people handle stress differently, like some people eat chocolate to de-stress.For me, I think watching tv, having overseas short-trips help me to de-stress..Or listening some good and nice music.. Singapore is stressful, but can be relax at times..I like sitting at Cafes, reading book, enjoying a nice coffee. That can be my de-stress method...alright have to do my work already. Take care people.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

@ Sunday, July 12, 2009

UPDATES UPDATES!
Friday 10/7/09-As mention in my previous post.Pictures.

Sat 11/7/09- Went to Raymond Lam's Autograph Session. It's at J.P..He is really very very shuai and cute too.=) Pictures all at my FB. And while was waiting for him for the autograph session,I make a new friend, She's Stella, a hong konger and she's a very nice person.=)
Althought Raymond is late for the session, the wait is worthwhile for me.Few pictures to share.

I'm pretty Scared for Tml...Hope All of us can do well tml! JYJY!=)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

@ Saturday, July 11, 2009

Hello! Today, I may have two updates.Now is 8.40, will be my first update. Later at night will be my second update.Quite a Number of things happened during the past few days. I cried over it, i blame her, i push all the fault to her, But what done can't be undone anymore.So i will move on. with the memories and pictures in my heart.

Went out with my dear(joelle) ystd, We went to eat the korean food at concorde hotel food court. and it's nice. She wanted to treat me like Ding Tai Feng or Bakerinz, but i insist on The korean Food..=P After Eating and chatting in the food court, we headed to...SINGAPORE FLYER! Yeah! My plurk wrote i love singapore flyer and i do. Night sky line in singapore is really really very very nice. and i love it. Whenever i feel down or smth, Singapore flyer is the first place which came to my mind instead of the beaches in singapore.Cos It's more easier to go there rather than going West Coast or East Coast which need driving for the second one. Wait till i learn driving, then i'll drive my friends around in my dad's car. Later going to see Raymond Lam in J.P2 and I'm going to go there early! will update more when i come back at night.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

@ Thursday, July 09, 2009

Ystd post is pretty Random la..Ystd rushed home to catch the Memorial service(final Goodbye) for MJ, It's really heart-breaking for me to see her daughter cry over her lost of her Greatest father.Fans of him cry too. I'm not a fan of his, but i saluate him. He will be King of Pop and never ever be replaced in The music World. May Lord be with him and his children.

Alright, Will be meeting Joelle tml for dinner.I think i want to bring her to go have the korean Cusine at concord hotel foodcourt.. I'm really Craving for it for a long time and i know we can go tml.=) Today school was alright for me, started at 12 ends around 3plus.Was talking crap in lab after school and i guess we are going to sing nxt friday.Haha..can't wait for waishi to break the glass.O.o..haha..have to do Excel stuffs if nt can't catch up with the class.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

@ Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift, that's why it is called present!=)

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

@ Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Hey! Just to post the Over-due Pics!

Brought this for my family. Gald that he like it.=)

No matter how i tidy up my table,they'll always
be so messy! Tat's me, Unorganised.

Given By a friend,can say family of mine.
Thanks so much.Thanks for the effort for getting me a
present.(By my constance reminders XD)

Given by JieYi, Waishi, Wendy&Ziling and also the Card.Thanks you
so much for celebrating my B'dae. Loves<333

10mth daniel. I think my life for now is around him=)
*make me sound like i'm his mum, I'm not his mum alright!*

Given by Simin.Thanks so much and i like it a lot^^

Sunday, July 05, 2009

@ Sunday, July 05, 2009

I no longer feel that way anymore. I let go, or it's just for once? Time will tell if i no longer feel this way. I believe, we weren't meant for each other. Or our relationship become better, from lover, close friends and lastly, Family. I believe we feel more like family members.Family members is so much better and i like that too. Thanks for ur present, although dun worth much, but i appreciate it.=) and the strap i brought, must keep in good condition hor! if you really want the $128 ear-piece, then i'll buy for ur b'dae present since you are like family member to me

Alright, Last week was so busy like crazy lady. Monday, COB project @ Mac Science centre, Tue i dun remember where i went, wed went out with simin, thurs went for my class gathering n a bit of shopping, friday tuition in mrng, went out with friend in noon and ziling buffet at night, sat went for talk at captial tower and at night matin's birthday party. In summary, the whole week i am going out and buying presents for the july babies! my pocket is still burning with a very big hole! and i seriously need my nxt mth allowance to survive for this mth! But i really enjoyed all the parties n gathering. Make me feel real nice and happy to celebrate b'daes for you all!..But there are still more upcoming for july..URG! why so many july babies! Alright, tml sch reopen. like so sian to go back and also dun noe what'll happen to the class, wonder what'll the desicsion of the Section Head. Hope nth changes..Sch tml starts at 11, so still alright but ends at 5..T.T

Happy Belated birthday to :
29-06-1991= Jasmine Lee
30-06-1991= Pui Fun
3-07-1991=Ziling
4-07-1991=Matin
4-07-1992-Waishi.