要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Sunday, November 28, 2010

@ Sunday, November 28, 2010

Nov is moving away, here comes dec! Mixed feeling actually, this year is quite ups and downs, with tears shed, laughters and joys shared. I really love&hate 2010.love for the joy, laughters and happines i manage to shared to the people i truly love.People like my clique, i always enjoy being with them, be it in school or going out for shopping..laughters and tears shared tgt. I'm really grateful, thankful for me to meet people like you girls in one of my turning point in life.I wonder how'll my two years be without knowing you girls.Thanks girls& <3

Joelle is another person who i know i can share everything under the sun with her.Althought she's busy with her A'level this year, but her A's will end in a day's time and she'll be free from exams and just play will do for her.She's always there for me and the outing time that we spent for the past 11mths is very little but precious too.=) My dear, you did you best for everything already, let's leave it to god to decide alright? Be happy and enjoy your free time from tml's onwards!

There's so many people i wanna thank and meet up before 2010 comes to an end.Which mean Dec will be a busy mth with meeting people, going out and enjoy shopping with my family..Balancing 3 things in life is not easy and i'm letting go one to make sure my life is in balance again. I will need to spend quality time with people whom i love and care.So if any of you gotten smth special from me in Dec, don't be surprise ok!=)

There's another person i wanna thank but better not to say it here.Really thank for whatever this person have done for me.I know that you can be real slow in somethings but at least you'll be there for me if i hint you to do so..=)

Need to prepare for work later, Rainy and cold day people.Take care ok, and I'll ring people soon to meet up.<3

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

@ Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I want to send my mind&soul to travelling. Be it inside a coma to let my mind&soul be free again. I don't mind that, can someone just use a bat and hit my head? I rather forget everything than to go through the torture. Had been watching drama to distress and it's a rainy&cold day, which make me emo in a way. Finding ways to find myself back, to motivate myself again and be happy again. But i can't find any reason for me to be happy, to be carefree....I very tired of everything, i want to break free, break away...

Fate is always playing with us, and it will always be there to torture us, to let us grow up. And we are always trying to break free in the hands of fate, because, there's always people who won't believe in what fate have arranged for them down their path. They believe in their dreams, their faith and they can change the fate which was given to them.. Do i have the willpower to play with what fate is giving me now? Can i overthrow the things which fate have arranged for me, to free myself from the Fate's hands?

Joelle's A'level is over and i'm happy for her, at least she can live the life she wanted for a long time^^...She'll be working and getting her social life back for good..The time she had given to her studies will be coming back to her and i believe what she sacrifice is worth doing so for her dreams..Be Happy^^

It's raining and my heart is aching. My eyes are tired and i want to rest for a longer time.Bye~

Monday, November 08, 2010

@ Monday, November 08, 2010

Losing track in life is very easy. Getting back is damm hard... I want to go back on track, forget all about holidays, focus on my modules and getting those A's i need.... I HATE TO BE OFF TRACK! AND IT'S JUST NOT ME!

I really need to focus, on the goals i need to get. Not on the after school fun, not the love relationship i so called need.. Elieen! Please Stay Focus!