要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Thursday, February 26, 2009

@ Thursday, February 26, 2009

I just feel like updating my blog today..so much things to write, but i'll be writing in chinese..haha..人往往要经历许多才会成长，就如雨后出现的彩虹。我错过了大雨过后的彩虹，可是最美丽的彩虹永远在我的心中。就如我妈妈常对我说，没有人一出身就会走路，就会说话。人生的道路本来就有起有落。我相信没有人的一生是永远是在最高点。只要有一次你是站在你生命中的最高点，你因该满足了。双子座的我，是个爱做梦，只会像一些不实际或遥不可及的理想。我的梦想是有一天我可以在新加坡看到新加坡的夜空都是星星。满天的星星在新加坡的夜空，那是多么的美，多么的心旷神怡。我想到北极看北极光，真真的北极光。如果我真的实现这个梦想，我死而无憾。我需要出国玩一玩。我要忘掉我的烦恼。到现在，我还是无法从我在O水准的失败走出来。。我没有你们想象中坚强。我似乎迷失了自己，迷失了我应该走的道路。。

Sunday, February 15, 2009

@ Sunday, February 15, 2009

happy valentine day to everyone, no matter if u r single or attached...tis week lots of events.. huili come back, meet up with her and other frens, have a outing with them, really have fun n laugh my heart out..i tink i won't be meeting them in the upcoming months..kind of miss huili n my other frens now..

Today is valentine day, i dun have a date so have to work...while working, i see couples holding hands, most of the girls have a bouqet of roses frm their beloved ones.. i evny them..and i also tend to dream abt me and him, doing this during valentine's day..maybe that day will nv come...work today was fun. cos have one girl called wenting, who keep me n my other collgues happy n laughing..she like the kai xing guo in the whole part-time grp..with her around i feel happy cos she make people laugh..

Went out with him on friday, which is friday de 13..went to have dinner tgt n desert after dinner..chat with him n feel good when i'm together with him.something funny happen,cos i&him are waiting for our number to be called to have seats at crystal jade, so i&him first take a look at the menu.then he asked me: Did you drink any alcholos just now? I was like:huh?No.why? then he reply: cos your face now very red..I was like: OMG!..He's really a nice guy..he's always able to give me the sense of security...he's really a nice guy..but he have a girl who he see shuan yan le...maybe i do stand a chance, or maybe not..let natural take its course then...

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

@ Tuesday, February 03, 2009

I need and have to move on..i'm just holding on to something which will never give me a return ticket..moving on w/o him will be tough for me, but i know i can do it..i can overcome the failure of O'level, the broken friendships and many other things,so i can also prove myself that i can overcome the lost of him..i dun wan to be the one who is giving but nt getting anything in return..that's tiring, it have to be a two way thing...

Sunday, February 01, 2009

@ Sunday, February 01, 2009

one month had passed...a lot of things happen to me during jan'09..but i'm picking up the broken pieces..you are starting school tml and we'll be busy with different things..He din't get into the course.but it's ok..i'm changing my mind of becoming a biomed student, biotech is also good, business also nt bad..so i guess i have to change my path and dream..be more realistic, GL..i have no idea if i can cope with studying O's n my business course at the same time..but i believe i can do it n overcome the stress for both..
I'm going to miss all my friends who are there for me..and i know, i'm seriously going to miss joelle..cos she'll be super busy with jc things..but i know, she can do well n make her Ah ma proud.=)

sometimes i have the urge to hug you,but i think i do not stand a chance. you and i are going different ways, and i know you are going to meet someone who will be better than me...i just hope that you can do well in poly n we'll keep in touch as long as we can..i'll miss you..really..