要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Thursday, October 30, 2008

@ Thursday, October 30, 2008

I need a big escape from singapore! I wan to back-pack travlling in bugdet airline, going to aust, hongkong and taiwan! I Wan to be 21yr old. So i can have the freedom to go overseas w/o parents! I wan to go alone, need peace alone sometimes.. SIngapore is stressful, i wan to go round and see the world, with my backpack and my camera..pictures do talk, and my camera will help me so.have to start saving for future trips like this.. And i know, i'll have to work hard and i know i will be happy when i live a life lyk this.. every year go at least twice, take good pictures, relax..that's life..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

@ Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I know i shdn't be blogging at this point of time, but i just wan some space to let out my thoughts and feelings. I have been thinking about a lot of things when i did my math paper1...Retaking is going around in my mind.. how i wish i can stop thinking about it. I have already planned for the worst..But i dun wan it to happen...But my dream of getting the course that i wan seem so far...B'cos i know i can do better, but i din't do my best for certain papers..
不管风雨有多大，我们从来都不怕。。

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

@ Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Yeah~I done my O'lvl EL and have one mrk in my pocket! Thank you for all the encouragements you had given me, if not you, i won't have come so far. Ok, the battle started yesterday.And i already lost the first battle. but i'll try my best for the following papers.. Yuling, JIAYOU! if tis time can;t, i'll do it again nxt year and will do better.=)

Friday, October 17, 2008

@ Friday, October 17, 2008

Hello..Practical is just over and the actual battle is going to start in two days.. i have to give my best shot.. Cos i dun have much time left.. How i hope O's faster finish..

I just dun get it why people spam me for..for entertaiment? When did i provoke you? Why must you do such things to me?

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

@ Wednesday, October 08, 2008

强颜欢笑的我，几乎天天都以泪洗脸。。努力一定会有成绩吗？

Sunday, October 05, 2008

@ Sunday, October 05, 2008

真挚的爱，真的存在吗？

我开始不想你了，现在的我，只要没有看到你就不会想起你。我不知道我是不是真的放下你了，可是我可以很肯定，我没有那么爱你了。
原来是真的，只要少来往，就可以忘记我爱的人。现在的你，不像以前的你，因为你走出你的四面墙，有了几位好朋友。有时候，我听情歌，看着你的座位，心里还是想要和你复合，可是我知道不可能了。。如果时间可以倒回到三前，我不会让历史重演，我会珍惜你。。。

Saturday, October 04, 2008

@ Saturday, October 04, 2008

I'm not as independent as you think, i'm just always alone. I do feel lonely sometime, i do want to go out with a whole bunch of friends, but i dun have whole bunch of friends. When i smile, my smiles does not mean i truely happy inside my heart. Smiles doesn't represent anything. I'm not a attention seeker. I just need someone to talk to, to share my happiness&sadness... People who dun understand me says i'm attention seeker...
I feel neglected sometimes, but i told myself not to tink so badly on the matter. I try my best to avoid the negative thought, but it seem to haunt me wherever i go.
I feel useless too. My studies are bad. They are not the results that i wanted...I want a better life..
Sometimes when i was walking down the road, I think, wat if, i was born in a rich family with a driver who fetch me from and to school, people who look after my daily needs.. dun need rich family, just a family with very strong bonding and unity, lots of warmth, that will be good enough..
(I'm just letting out my stress. Sorry for the harsh words i used.)