要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Sunday, January 25, 2009

@ Sunday, January 25, 2009

4more hours to CNY...time files, we are saying good bye to year of rat..saying hello with the year of cow..a lot of things had happened during the yr..and all i can say is i'm moving on from where i fall down...i'm going to a place where all my friends are not there anymore..i'm moving on,although my points for O's is not i wanted, but i know, this yr i can do it much better..i feel i disspoint a lot of people esp the t'chers..but when i retake, i know i can do them proud..=) everyone is going on their own way..so do i, i'm going to study at higher nitec and retake my O's also...to tell all of you the truth, i seriously hate to wear higher nitec uniform, i'm yet to overcome my own obstance...i'm going there to study for the sake of studying...in this new year, i'm not going to be the same GL u all know, i'm going to be a person who is hard-working n making her dream coming true..=)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

@ Thursday, January 15, 2009

You dun have to hear from him/her to say " i love you" to you.As long as both hearts are linked tgt, you already know that he/she love you,even w/o saying.

I just reilse it today..and i find my thinking abt love seem to change..last time, i hope my him will keep telling me that he loves me..and until today, i then realise, i dun need him to tell me he loves me every second, i just know in my heart he loves me, that'll be enough...he dun nid to say the 3words out.( PS:I dun have a boyfriend now..)

Maybe he is doing it for his own future as well as fulfilling my dream too..he always know what is my dream, now i can't go for my dream, maybe he'll do it for me..i know his dream too, but i can't help him..if he get in, he'll have to make me proud of him...He already make me proud this time..i just feel that i din't make a wrng choice in the first place..

Sunday, January 11, 2009

@ Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm always good at hiding things from ppl. Hiding my feelings, pretending to be strong, which i'm nt strong at all.. Hiding my weakness, hiding my worries and troubles within me, when i wan to cry, i have to hide at a corner n cry, i wan ppl to see only the strong side of me.. I'm sort of building a wall to protect myself..i dun wan to get hurt anymore...

@ Sunday, January 11, 2009

it' just one more day.. ystd wentt for poly open hus for ngee ann, very fun, although i go for the 2nd time, it's still fun..went with my mum and sis, saw siti's sister and raphael too...after that went to east coast suppose to bbq but food all eaten up and they are going home le..so i sort of go there for fun...i dun like the slient during the bus trip...i wonder why do 'used to be' close friends and yet now is almost have nth to talk abt anymore..one more day and we are all going our own ways...i'll go to sch early on monday..i wanna to see the sch for one last time, walk around, chat with t'chers..wear the sch uniform for the one last time...

It's time to let go,of everything...u came this yr,u and me change and yet i'm still at the starting point, waiting for you..i'm foolish right? falling in love with someone is easy, getting out of it and forget the person is hard...maybe i shd nt fall in love again.. cos being friend with the person u lyk is better to be couple..cos friends can be for a long time, couple, as long as nt husband n wife, anything can change within one night..

these fews day, i had been staying up late, just to catch the 1 litres of tears drama..it's a japan drama, itr's worth your time watching...cos it's based on true story and it touches my heart as i see the girl to be so strong even with the diease...she teaches me lots off stuffs..althought i din't cry as bad as be with you, but i totally salute to the girl.long time nv watch my hk drama, maybe after 12jan, then i'll watch bahx..

Anyway, good luck to all my friends taking O'slevel result on monday! all the best to making your dreams come true.stay postive no matter wat the result turn out!

Thursday, January 08, 2009

@ Thursday, January 08, 2009

Now it's already 2009..i just hope that things get better and i'll do my best in everything now! this week is kind of busy..went for chalet at aloha changi,strange thing happen to the rm i happened to sleep in..but it's over..haha..then having bbq at east coast with my classmates and friends on saturady..12jan, which is a mondy is the day where O'level results is release..4more days...i'm nt myself these few days. i just wan to watch dramas and spend these few days with my friends n family.. i will have mixed feeling on 12jan..i'm leaving the school, leaving my classmates, leaving my t'chers..i can't bear with all of them..5yrs le..suddenly w/o them by my side, i feel really empty at times.. huili is back from aust!..