要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

@ Tuesday, June 30, 2009

O well! I' din't go for tuition today, cos woke up with an headache. Only 5more days before school reopens, Aiya! Why does holiday and good times pass so fast, I have yet to study for My O's expect for math which i am more active with it.For sci, C.H, EL, i started a bit but still not enough yet. And only 5days left and this 5days, i'll be so so busy, tml will be going out with simin, Thur have class gathering, friday have tuition and Ziling B'dae Buffet at her house, Sat have to attend a seminar and Matin's B'day Party. Sunday is sort of a free day.. So this week is so busy compare to last two weeks.. Haix. I wasted 2wks doing nth to be exact.

Ystd went back to C.s.s to look for My EL T'cher, who is now V.P for C.S.S now, Mrs Anba.. Smth happpen when I'm in General office looking for her.haha..i won't mention la..so funny...Brought her Coke Zero althought it's bad for health but she dun drink coffee so no choice lo.. Will meet her after July 10, when she'll be more free. Now have to do More compre which she had given me and also do my Vocab book..when the Clock strike 12 tonight, 104more days to O'level.Time seriously flies so fast. And i have to work harder for this, and what i really wan to achieve..

Thursday, June 25, 2009

@ Thursday, June 25, 2009

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪
Lyrics which represent how i feel now.. not the love part..=)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

@ Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I'm tired. Tired of everything. Confused, confused whether i made the correct decision. How i wish i can do smth proud for my parents, my t'cher. But seem like i have nothing good or things to make them proud..Maybe is due to the rainy day weather,make my mood also like rainy day. And i wonder, wonder if i can make it big,make it loud or not. I wonder if i can make my parents, my t'chers to be proud of what i have done one day...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

@ Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Back to updates. It's already 1 week plus since school holiday started, but practically, i actually did not do much on revsion on my O'level subjects and also my project and homeworks. So starting from today onwards, if you see me as busy or seldom come online. this mean that i'm doing revsion. Had been wasting time since school holiday started.Last sat, mummy wanna do cupcake so i baked cupcakes.din't take much pictures.i dun have the habit of taking pictures when i'm baking..haha So i can't waste more time. just gotten entry proof for O'level. Compare to last year, this year is worst than last year in terms of the timing for heavy subjects such as math and EL. I regretted that i din't put my very best last year.If i did and don't bother the spamming of mt tagboard, i will pass and go poly already. But what done cannot be undone, so i have to move on and live with the mistake i made. In life, as long as we are human, we do make mistakes. It's just a matter of small or grave mistake. For my case, i find that it's a grave mistake i had made, so i won't not want history to repeat itself.. Alright, i wish all my friends who are having exams in less than a week to do well and put in their best! good luck to all of you! Better run to study now=) and i won't update so often. Take care and Loves >333

Saturday, June 20, 2009

@ Saturday, June 20, 2009

Was Just Chatting online with my dear joelle and was talking about Her further Studies after JC. She may not be in Singapore for further studies, which mean I have another reason to travel! haha..By the time i travel, i will be 21 year old and I'm offical adult! haha.. And I have to start to save up now, to pay a visit to my friends who are studying or working overseas. Air-tickets now days are cheap, but the expenses are high. So start saving for trips Overseas and one more thing, must learn driving in the countries you are in. so that you can bring in around in car! haha=D

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

@ Wednesday, June 17, 2009

URG!So pissed off with my laptop and my singtel modem.It's like what the hack la! can't connect to the interrnet..Need to bring down my wireless modem to change.So Troublesome.now using my netbook..waiting for my show to starts at 12..Just tidy up my table during noon. And i actually used 3hrs just to tidy my study table! Imgine, if i tidy up my room, i tink i will take one whole day! luckily, my mum help me when i tidy my room..only my table n books i tidy myself cos i;ll know where i put my stuffs... it's already the third day of holiday and i have yet to start anything, not even revision for O's n My course..72hrs in 3days and i spent 26hrs sleeping, and the rest, slacking! I better bucks up, pull up my socks if not i'm so dead. I'm lazy to reply tags in tagboard. so i reply here bahx.=)

Replies
To:Huili:hey i'll cheer up ok.=) U also cheer up and JYJY. dun worry too much for results.you tried ur best already, am i right? =)
To:Joelle: You can give my anything=) even if it's a card.=D Yeah, moving on is the only choice for me. Let's JYJY tgt ok.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

@ Sunday, June 14, 2009

You are gone. Not for good, but for 10days. when you were on your flight, My tears came roll down. I have no idea why..And I find it hard to move on. Move on w/o thinking of you, thinking of how you feel, and how are you doing. And No matter how hard, I'll still try to move on w/o you.We are now different in education, You are better than me.And i know you'll make it into Uni in 3years time.Do well for your sake. To my dearest joelle, hey i know it's hard to move on, but let's try ok=) Even if we can't, at least we tried to move on. And you are going overseas in few years time, Maybe going overseas will stop you from thinking from him and move on.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

@ Saturday, June 13, 2009

Back to Update! Post No.150!
Went to M'sia last Sunday to walk around and had Starbucks! Love Starbucks! Brought Frap Mocha, Frap Vanilla& Green tea Latte. Had Lunch at a Hong Kong Cafe. Pictures Taken in malaysia.

From left to right: Green Tea Latte, Frap Mocha, Frap Vanilla

Sis&Me at H.K Cafe <333

Me&Bro <333 style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">June 10, Is Flag day for YMCA and also My 18th Birthday. Had a Meaningful and Fun B'dae. Went for Flag day for YMCA with wendy, Ziling, Waishi& Jieyi and Hannah. It's like Slack a bit and then chiong for flag day, then Slack..Before that, I was told nt to bring my bag by waishi and i wonder why.. Then later Ziling went back to get my present which is a bag. I was Pretty Surprise.. Thanks for the first Surprise.. Do Flag day till 2.40 and Hannah left with her boyfriend.And i get a free Delxue Chocolate Ice-blend from Macafe.=P So the Rest of Us Set off to Causeway point to have lunch/dinner at Seoul Garden.Bugis one is better..haha..But i had a great time there. They gave me two suprises. One is the cake, another is the Card. It's my Fav.Forever Friends Bears are always my Fav..=D
Won't go details in it. But i thanks for all the Suprises=)

I thanks all of you for all the wishes! <333>

Wendy So CUTE! =D

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

@ Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Happy Birthday 18th to Myself..=)

Saturday, June 06, 2009

@ Saturday, June 06, 2009

Ok, Have Changes for my B'dae Wishlist...
here it goes:
Non-materials Wishes
1.Score 3.4 & above for First year GPA.
2.Do well in upcoming O'level ( 17/20 L1R2B2)
3.Remain Happy Always & hard-working too.
4.People to remember my B'day.Esp Karen.
5.Everyone around me to be happy and healthy.
6.Find my one and only in my life.
7.Lots of Loves to and from everyone whom i Care for.

Materials Wishes(not in any Order)
1.Moonlight Reasonace( HOG 2)
2.Hand-made card which are not expensive
3.Cake with 18 candles.=)
4.Daily Scoops Ice-cream (tub)
5.Backpack/Shoulder Bag
6.Steamboat dinner/lunch
7.Lots of Sweets!

Wishlist shd be done. Going Malaysia late evening, wanna enjoy over there..which means, Starsbucks here i come! woo! in this rate, i'm going to grow fat with all the junk food i eat in school and at home! But it's so nice that i can't stop! ok, lunch time for me!

Thursday, June 04, 2009

@ Thursday, June 04, 2009

I am still not alright for my friend matter but i'll remind myself to help her to get out of where she is now! Elieen JYJY! IT's just so weird, When i feel happy about my current status, Some of my best friends and good friends are toubled by their status. Behind every human, there's different story happening and sometime, as friends, we can only comfort them, give them the care n concern but don't over do it and give them support when they need one..=) Ok, dun talk about this, Change of topic.

Yeah! My Birthday is coming! in 6 more days! and I'm doing Flag day for YMCA on my birthday. Do give your support if you see me around.=)Doing something meaningful on my birthday is good.=) I haven't really thought of a wishlist yet..cos i'm not lack of anything as far as money concern..Thought i everytime say things like, 'Wa, LV/GUCCI/CHANEL Bag very nice sia, i want one!' but i'm just kidding, maybe nxt time i work, i'll get one for myself but not now..I'm still a student! haha..My laptop bag is the most expensive thing i brought with my own money..just a small gathering with friends will do, but my friend circle is pretty small and i'm not close with some of them, so i'm scared that only a few will turn up, i just kick the idea of having a small celebration with friends..

Ok here come my Birthday wishList:

Non-material wishes:

To score well In GPA for Year 1
To do well in Upcoming O'level

To be Happy always and to be a good girl
hope Friends manage to Rmb my B'dae.
Wishes from Friends n Family.

Materials Needs

Heart Of Greed dvd 1&2 or either one.( but it's pretty expensive if nt buying it as a grp)

The Reader/Revolutionary Road Storybook
A new backpack/Shoulder Bag for school.

Having a cake with 18 candles and Birthday song=)
Going for Steamboat/buffet with friends/family.( is AA)
Daily Scoops Ice-cream!
DIY B'dae Card for me!=D I'll sure keep it.

Currently my wishlist is like that, but i believe there'll be changes for the material needs part..So dun nid to be so rush to get me a present. A belated one will do too=D

Monday, June 01, 2009

@ Monday, June 01, 2009

Life is like that..one moment, we can BBF, another moment, we are enemies forever..Haix..I just feel so emotional at this moment.. But i know i have already move on, to live my life to the fullest, and I believe my life w/o you all will be so much better and i have prove it already..At least now i know a bunch of People who do 10000 much more better than you all. They are my Teamates,Best Friends. And i know with them around, i don't have to worry abt friendship problems, which i always do last time.And i know, you all always talk behind me, backstab me, take away what is belongs to me and yet pretend nth happen in front of me. Yes, i admited i did fall into it, and i cried, i have mild depression.But i manage to walk out, and My O's, due to smth which is cause by u all, i din't do well,i failed. But i'll do well this time.In My current School and O'level..althought i'll be slower than u all,but i know, i'll do better than all of you! you all hurt me still not enough,still go hurt another person.I'm lost for words about you all.Dun you hurt my friend again, if not i'll be nasty to you all!

Ok,Today school was ok..Had BSE mock test, was pretty tough and mix up the wrng stuffs always.Haix..then after Sch, went coffee bean with teammates n best friends to do ppt for wed..had mocha,after that went to kfc n eat then went back home..dun feel like blogging cos so angry with smth! but i want post one pic. they are the Best friends i mention..They are so much,can say 10000 better than people who talked behind me and pretend nth happen. Loves them LOTS!