要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Sunday, May 27, 2007

@ Sunday, May 27, 2007

Hello..ppl..one wk nv update leh..at first, the one wk shd be quite peaceful..but it turn nt to be nt..i dun noe if u'll look at the post but that wat i wanna say to you.:U hurt mi so many times, i have thought of giving up on u..n u hurt mi again.U have been with her so close, i really have nth to say..all i wanna say is thanks for being by my side all these while,thanks for giving mi all the advice..I have think very throughly, I asked my heart already, The answer is I am willing to let go.i know it's painful for mi to let go, but i know i can, i know i must make it.b'cos u told mi u'll always be my good fren.there's a different between gd n best fren...but that doesn't matter anymore.When i let u go, meaning is i won't bother about who u wanna to be with, cos u control ur legs, i cn't control them.Ur legs bring u wherever u wanna go..When i let u go with her, i know that i'll be happy n i won't be angry when i see you n her together.as long as u'll be happy with her, i give u my blessing.Take care,Best wishes,good bye my friend.=]

Haix..that's my "last words" to my fren.haha..okok dun talk abt tis leh..EUGENE KOH!! I SHALL RMB TIS MID-YR for u haha..Rmb wat u n olivia promise mi, u guys said that u guys will win mi in mid-yr n u did it..haha..dun worry, u cn do better the nxt time.rest for awhile and start ur engine again.=] dun worry, wat ur dad said is just out of anger..my mum also told mi in joking manner, "since ur dad so clever, ask him go do lol.i tink he can't even do one question.."haha..when i heard it, i was lyk laughing,cos i thought my mum will say the same time as ur dad..eugene must take care..okok..=] let's work hard together.=]

Hey, joelle! thanks alot. when i nid a pair of listening ears, urs are there for mi.thanks for comforting mi.thanks alot.I'll nt affect by wat they say.I'll just do wat my heart ask mi to.DOn't give up on him and stay strong.I'll also stay strong.dun worry.i'll be determine to let go.=] my best 3subject total add up is just right 10 n ms tian told mi tis is nt the result she expected from mi.Althought i know she just telling mi, but i really feel very guilty towards her n very upset abt it..i know studies is for my own good, but i'll do my best in prelims.MUST Jia You!! Let's jia You together.=] add in lots of oil..

Today's post is very colourful..haha..cos i'm going to relax myself, tis wk n starting work nxt wk.I must really Jia you.tis is to all the teachers who teaches mi : Hey, teachers, dun worry, I'll n MUST stand up again,I'll be able to stand up from my setbacks.=] I'll jia you de..=] GOGOGO!!.

Monday, May 21, 2007

@ Monday, May 21, 2007

that's the real world. there's chinese saying: one kind of rice, 100 different people. haix...

Sunday, May 20, 2007

@ Sunday, May 20, 2007

其实还爱你. 其实很爱你.对不对? yuan lai..wo hai shi ai ni de..wo shi zhong fang bu xia ni..deadline still have around 6mths..i hope i cn do it..by then, i'll find someone else who really loves me..

Friday, May 18, 2007

@ Friday, May 18, 2007

i'm still recovering from it...i'm nt sure when i'll recover but i know is very soon.This is very tough down the road, but i know I must make it.u once told mi, "learn from your mistakes, do anlysis.Then stand up strong again.""Don't let the same mistake repeat again" "I do not want to see you cry again"...I know i can make it.I know I'll stand up strong again, telling you confidence,"I CAN and MUST DO IT". Time will recover the crack and scaredness in my heart.But dun take too long..

Thursday, May 17, 2007

@ Thursday, May 17, 2007

After all, I'm just a failure in my studies. Out of 5subjects for the time being, i only pass two..and i have no confindence in passing my english..Wat's happening to mi? Wat's wrong with mi? I have been putting up or can say forcing out smiles, telling people,"hey dun worry about mi. I'm doing fine."I know i'm not doing fine, but i just dun wan people to worry about mi. i just wan them to see the bright side of mi. I compress them, deep down, knowing tat one day, everything will just "explode" for once..And today, is the day. I have nv thought of crying anymore in class.I told myself before my exams, no matter how bad i do. I can only smiles, no crying for any papers.When I saw my physics marks,i was lyk..sinking down..I told myself not to cry.But in the end, i cannot control any further.Breakdown, a big one. I have never ever thought of getting such low-marks for physics,seriously.And i have been trying hard for chemistry and i did it.Have i negelected my physics? i'm still recovering from the shock and i know that u guys will always be there for mi.Thanks Miss tian for scolding mi (some sort to mi), u said that you do not want to see me cry again..well, I cannot promise you about that. But I'll try.really and also telling mi what should i do.Thanks for those people who comfort mi, thanks to those who told mi to stay strong.*I know y u left mi alone crying, I know. It's ok. Really.b'cos i know you well.*I really nid some time to recover from this and i know i Can stand up and say, " I must pass my combine sciences."

Friday, May 04, 2007

@ Friday, May 04, 2007

hey..thank for chatting n talk to mi last nite.. haha.. really learn alot from you..=p