要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

@ Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Alright, I know i should be in bed at this time (1.51am) but somehow i just feel like blogging before heading for bed... Was wondering how will life be if I can find a guy who likes me and at the same time, I likes him too.. I know, at my age, i shouldn't be thinking so much about this.

when things will eventually happens when the right time comes, but somehow, i can't control it.. Always wondering where is my another half, finding someone who likes you may seem easy, but finding someone you likes and likes you back the same way or even more is not easy at all... Shall leave all these things aside and stay focus on things that i want for the upcoming sem for poly.=)

Joelle was telling me about being a typical girl,and that term sounds so foreign to me..What she say is right, humans are visual animals and guys like pretty girls follow by personality. I am like the lazy kind which don't don't do lots of skincare or to pamper myself in a way or so..

I know, people always say, 世上只有懒女人，没有丑女人。I believe in that, so I need to be hard-working when comes to skincare not only for facial and also body-wise too. Before having a chance to change my appearance, I need to find funds for that and shall work as much as possible during the nxt sem break..=)

Alright, Shall head for bed now, Nights world!

(p.s: I think i function better at night! Write better blogs and more inspirations)

Friday, November 11, 2011

@ Friday, November 11, 2011

What a nice date today, 11/11/11. 6 '1's And if you manage to catch 11.11.11am, that will be a total of 12 "1".. How wonderful can that be..=) Suppose to spend my 11.11 outside, but everyone is quite busy with their own things since sch reopens..Make me quite sian at home though..Joelle did ask me to go out with her colleagues, but i used up all my concession, so decided to stay at home..=) Asked Eugene to go out for ice-cream at night, he want his jogging, can't blame him though..His Nafa test is coming up and he's going into NS in around 1/2yr time..

Actually, 11/11/11 means Singles' day too..And most people will hope they won't be single on this day next year... Well, I do hope i won't be single on the same day next year, but these things are very hard to say..Just go with the flow bah.=) studies comes first, I want to enjoy first before thinking of settling down for good.=)

Was Reading my past blog posts while walking home from MRT station,So many things had changed.. Be it my thinking, the positiveness and people around me.. Looking back, It's part of growing up. This blog records most of my growing up..The only thing is that this is a open diary where everyone can read what I am thinking..I used to be so negative in thinking, till i wanted to end my life.. Luckily, I did not. Thank god.=)

I am still growing up, still learning in life..=) And i am glad to be alive. Always be =)

Trying very hard to keep up with the pace for studies, cutting down not to be so lazy and be more hard-working like how I used to be in Sec Sch n ITE..having study grp with my friend who studied before the modules i am studying now..=) I gonna tell myself to add oil on studies and do my very best for this sem!=) JIAYOUS! Elieen! To all my friends be it in poly, NS or working, JIAYOUS also!=)

<3 Elieen