要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Monday, May 24, 2010

@ Monday, May 24, 2010

Alright, it's going to be end of may very soon..Which mean June is coming and 1/2 year had been gone! All i can say is time seriously flies too fast that we don't realise!
I MISS JOELLE YEO!wonder when'll she be free to have dinner with me..When i'm not so busy, she is.When I'm busy, she's not. So timing wise is quite bad..
Last week was a fun week with Navy open house and trip to marina&orchard.. Although my legs hurts after that, but i'm happy and contented with the company of my clique.. Or is more like my clique accompany cheeleng la..hehe!

This few weeks, more events are coming up for me&my clique..We'll be busy with outside events and Actual CA which is consider alright compared to last time when i had to handle my O's and School together..

Mock CA coming up on wed,haven't study and yet i'm still here blogging..Alone at home now cos parents n sis went to hosptial to see my bro after his operation. Hope he recover asap!=)

Need to save up more bucks for my upcoming musical in Aug..Die die also must go de! Intend to work during sep sch holiday onwards to earn extra bucks and allowance for graduation trip next year.Going malaysia or Bangkok with clique, Maybe a cruise trip with joelle if possible..=)
Alright, better go and revise for Mock CA. I don't want to fail.. at least pass this mock first!=)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

@ Saturday, May 15, 2010

It's a bad week this week.. Many things starts to happen when the weekends are coming. To be the truth, i almost can't take it. I wanted to cry so badly. I want to find someone to talk to, to hear me rant. I didn't manage to. Thursday was really a super no-mood n moody day for me and some others. For the past two days, i was wondering if going to school is the right thing for me to do or not.. My stress level is rising. And i know, I may burst out like him one day. I need a place for me to shout, i need a place for me to relax n calm myself down.

Jieyi brought an Itouch! haha, which mean i get to play the games inside! Start to play Unblock me and it's so fun! Kind of addicted to it ardy.. hehe..Weekend will not be a rest day for me, at least not this weekend. Need to work on projects and upcoming CA. Elieen, JIAYOUS! YOU CAN DO IT DE!

Monday, May 03, 2010

@ Monday, May 03, 2010

If Working help to lessen the pain, I'll do so.
If Throwing myself into a pool of work allows me to feel better, I'll do so.
If Traveling allow me to go away and take a break from where I am, I'll do so.
It Just wasn't meant to be.. We are just not meant to be for each other. It's not that i'm not willing to wait. It's just hard for me to invade or even have a place for where she is standing now...
Going into 19, I won't want to wait for something which may not be worth waiting for now at least.
I learn to love, what about you? Have you learn how to love?