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I'm Elieen!In her Beautiful 21.A person who ♥ to:Bake, Stone,Write Short stories Her fav quote:'Just when you think everything is in your favour,life will throw in unexpected curves in your way. A Little twist will lead to a very different fate.

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Earn More&Save more Money!
Study hard&Smart for my future!
Lose More Weight!
Watch a musical called 雨季
Motivation back to me!
Overseas trip/s with clique(more to come)
Good Health to me&my love ones
21st birthday overseas trip w Family
Able to get into Poly
Go 香港with mummy
My Date with a vampire 1,2,3 DvDs
Rosy Business 1&2 DVDs
To travel out of Town as often as I can
New Friends in new enviroment.=)
ULTIMATE WISH: Visit Northwest Region and see the Northern Light
Find the right guy who dotes me and love me more than i love him
Love&dote myself in order to Love someone else.
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I wish&I yearn for miracles
I believe in miracles, Do you?

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Thursday, May 17, 2007
@ Thursday, May 17, 2007

After all, I'm just a failure in my studies. Out of 5subjects for the time being, i only pass two..and i have no confindence in passing my english..Wat's happening to mi? Wat's wrong with mi? I have been putting up or can say forcing out smiles, telling people,"hey dun worry about mi. I'm doing fine."I know i'm not doing fine, but i just dun wan people to worry about mi. i just wan them to see the bright side of mi. I compress them, deep down, knowing tat one day, everything will just "explode" for once..And today, is the day. I have nv thought of crying anymore in class.I told myself before my exams, no matter how bad i do. I can only smiles, no crying for any papers.When I saw my physics marks,i was lyk..sinking down..I told myself not to cry.But in the end, i cannot control any further.Breakdown, a big one. I have never ever thought of getting such low-marks for physics,seriously.And i have been trying hard for chemistry and i did it.Have i negelected my physics? i'm still recovering from the shock and i know that u guys will always be there for mi.Thanks Miss tian for scolding mi (some sort to mi), u said that you do not want to see me cry again..well, I cannot promise you about that. But I'll try.really and also telling mi what should i do.Thanks for those people who comfort mi, thanks to those who told mi to stay strong.*I know y u left mi alone crying, I know. It's ok. Really.b'cos i know you well.*I really nid some time to recover from this and i know i Can stand up and say, " I must pass my combine sciences."