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I'm Elieen!In her Beautiful 21.A person who ♥ to:Bake, Stone,Write Short stories Her fav quote:'Just when you think everything is in your favour,life will throw in unexpected curves in your way. A Little twist will lead to a very different fate.

Wishlist
Earn More&Save more Money!
Study hard&Smart for my future!
Lose More Weight!
Watch a musical called 雨季
Motivation back to me!
Overseas trip/s with clique(more to come)
Good Health to me&my love ones
21st birthday overseas trip w Family
Able to get into Poly
Go 香港with mummy
My Date with a vampire 1,2,3 DvDs
Rosy Business 1&2 DVDs
To travel out of Town as often as I can
New Friends in new enviroment.=)
ULTIMATE WISH: Visit Northwest Region and see the Northern Light
Find the right guy who dotes me and love me more than i love him
Love&dote myself in order to Love someone else.
wistlist
I wish&I yearn for miracles
I believe in miracles, Do you?

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Saturday, October 04, 2008
@ Saturday, October 04, 2008

I'm not as independent as you think, i'm just always alone. I do feel lonely sometime, i do want to go out with a whole bunch of friends, but i dun have whole bunch of friends. When i smile, my smiles does not mean i truely happy inside my heart. Smiles doesn't represent anything. I'm not a attention seeker. I just need someone to talk to, to share my happiness&sadness... People who dun understand me says i'm attention seeker...
I feel neglected sometimes, but i told myself not to tink so badly on the matter. I try my best to avoid the negative thought, but it seem to haunt me wherever i go.
I feel useless too. My studies are bad. They are not the results that i wanted...I want a better life..
Sometimes when i was walking down the road, I think, wat if, i was born in a rich family with a driver who fetch me from and to school, people who look after my daily needs.. dun need rich family, just a family with very strong bonding and unity, lots of warmth, that will be good enough..
(I'm just letting out my stress. Sorry for the harsh words i used.)