要快乐很容易，可是要打从心里的开心和笑一点也不容易©

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

@ Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Teachers' Day. A Day meant for the special ones who educate the future generations in schools. Went back to Css today. Everyone seem to be busy with final exams for this sem for my batch of sec 5.. Two years since i left school for higher education, So many things had changed. Teachers leaving and coming in. Getting Promotion and retiring from teaching. System changes. I still linger in the memories of the old Css, From the Jurong old campus to the new west coast campus many Sweet, Salty, Bitter memories i brought along with me together with the moving. I remember how bad i was in sec 1 and 2. I remembered the beautiful time i spent in school just chit-chat and doing nothing after lessons. The foolish stuffs i had done, the tears i had shed. They are the best proves that I'm alive.

The quarrel i had with friends, when failure overtake me, when i find myself telling me that, it's time to leave the world for good..There's always that someone there for me. From joelle to Miss Tian& all other t'chers. I know they are always there for me. Although some of the t'chers whom i know are no longer in css, I wish them all the best in their new environment and I really miss them a lot. Esp, Mrs Png. The last time i saw her was Last year. But before i could formally say good bye to her in person, she ardy left.. I miss her..=( Friendship problem was a killer point for me. Like what he said before, " Sec Sch seem to be so drama". Which is true in my case. In life, you have to learn to let go certain item, people who don't seem to be with you anymore. Letting it go will be a blessing in disguise. That's what i learnt by letting go certain things in life.

Tears roll down my cheeks, the guilt is back. And i know my tears are for the guilt and the love i have from people who truly love me.. I Love all of you...